03-20-2023, 02:40 PM
(02-24-2023, 02:52 PM)Ghinatorral Ourabestos Wrote: How are you, Marvel?
Hey,
I'm sorry I dipped out for a bit. After Darcy's funeral I had planned to continue playing but part of me felt it would be disrespectful to carry on playing so soon after his death like nothing happened. He was a very rational person so I'm sure he would've been fine with it but it still didn't seem right. But not long after the funeral one of my clients I was very fond of that I've supported for 23 years suddenly passed away. This really felt like a one-two punch. There's a part of me that feels like some higher power wants me to be miserable. It has taken almost every family member I have and I know this might sound morbid but it kind of feels like it's now starting to go after my friends.
Eventually I was ready to play again but then I suddenly lost about 95% of the hearing in my left ear. I now just hear faint buzzing and the constant loud hum of tinnitus. The doctors have no idea what's going on. They've check my ears and said they both look perfectly normal. There's not even a speck of wax! There is also no real improvement with my right eye. Oh, and my car also decided to die on me. So yeah, the fun just keeps on leaving!
Anyways, despite the setbacks and the doctor's appointments I've been really missing the game. If everyone still wants to play then I will start either tonight or tomorrow. I just got off my overnight shift and really need a nap but I thought I'd give everyone a heads up.