09-30-2015, 04:24 AM
As the Professor talks about all the other people's opinions and feelings that are going to need to be dealt with, Aurum seems to shrink, and eventually just put her face in her hands and shakes her head. "I can't... I'm just trying to deal with me and her, right now. It's hard enough when everyone's thoughts are so loud that I'm not even sure if I'm real anymore. And now I have to share my body, which was the one thing I had left for myself. Part of me wants to just let her have it. I haven't felt like it was really mine anyway. Because what are we, if not our thoughts, and I have everyone's in here with me. Why don't I just disappear?"
*Ros...*
"No."
*...*
She drops her hands. "If I'm just going to be a vessel to put other people in, and that's going to mess with everything that I love, then what's the point in being here? Nothing will ever be mine. Not even my relationships."
*Ros...*
"No."
*...*
She drops her hands. "If I'm just going to be a vessel to put other people in, and that's going to mess with everything that I love, then what's the point in being here? Nothing will ever be mine. Not even my relationships."